The honeymoon dinner party was cut
short. Ryan was ready to go back to his Acapulco hotel room with Sarah, and I
was shaking so badly from my near fall down the cliff to the small black pool
that I could hardly walk. My husband Matt hailed a taxi in front of the
restaurant.
“Tell me again what happened?” Sarah
asked, stifling a giggle, rolling her eyes and shaking her long mane of hair.
“Something bumped the backs of my knees.
I lost my balance,” I explained again. “I nearly fell over the rail. Thank God
Matt grabbed me.” I stared at my husband’s old high school flame.
“I
don’t think you would have fallen,” Matt said. “Those two margaritas made you
feel off balance. The rail would have stopped you, even if I hadn’t grabbed
you.”
My husband didn’t believe me, but
someone knew I was telling the truth. Sarah? Had she pushed me?
Ryan glanced at his watch as we walked
through the lobby. “It’s early, but I’m turning in. Tomorrow I’ll be up to
diving, or maybe parasailing. I can’t waste another day.” He left his wife with
Matt and me, outside the hotel bar.
I didn’t feel like another drink.
Giggling, Sarah was now batting her eyes
at my husband. “She nearly fell. Someone tried to kill her!” She made fun of me
in a squeaky voice.
I had had enough. “I’m going upstairs,
Matt. Are you coming?” My voice was ice-tinged. Matt tossed Sarah a stern look
and then said goodnight, grabbed my hand and walked with me to the elevator.
“I know that what happened frightened
you, but I honestly don’t think whoever bumped you meant for you to go over
that rail. You’re acting like someone tried to kill you!”
I chewed on my lip. It did sound a
little ridiculous. Who in Acapulco would want me dead? Sarah didn’t like me,
but she obviously liked my husband. Would she really try to kill me? I tried to
calm down as we rode up the elevator. Maybe it was just this damned jealousy. Sarah
was playing with me.
I grabbed Matt and kissed his cheek. “I’m
sorry. Maybe I did exaggerate, but it scared me.” I rubbed his arm. “I want to
have you to myself for awhile. How about it?” His grin, as I looked up into his
eyes, was all the answer I needed.
I woke to see sunlight peeking around
all sides of the drapes in the bedroom of our room. The other side of the bed
was empty. 9:00! I gasped at the numbers on the clock, and then wondered why
Matt had not awakened me. Where was he? Although we had no firm plans for the
day, neither one of us had wanted to sleep late, there were too many things to
do. Just as I rolled off the bed, the bedroom door opened and Matt stepped in. He
smiled sheepishly, pulled off his shirt and went into the bathroom. “Went for a
run on the beach. Let me clean up a bit, honey, then we’ll go to breakfast.”
I fell back into the bed, frowning. Running
on the beach? Matt had gone running only four or five times since I’d known
him, and then only when he was really stressed from work and needed to release
tension. We’d been releasing a lot of tension in the bed the last two days, and
it didn’t seem likely he’d need a run because of stress. I slipped out of bed,
went into the bathroom, and got into the shower with Matt. We lathered each
other up, rinsed, then stepped out and dried each other off.
“Hungry?” He asked as he turned to the
mirror to shave.
It seemed strange to me that he wasn’t
in the mood for love despite having his naked newlywed wife beside him in the
small bathroom. I went to dress in the bedroom. What was going on? I thought
back to yesterday, when he and Sarah were both gone from the beach, and then
the night before when Matt was gone so long, supposedly getting medicine for
Ryan. This was the third time he had left me alone on our honeymoon. I thought
back to the near-accident at cliff side.
Were Matt and Sarah fooling around? My
heart pounded.
When Matt left the bathroom, I went back
in, shut and locked the door behind me, and put on my makeup with a shaky hand.
I needed time to think. The phone rang. I heard Matt say “hola,” but then his
voice dropped and I couldn’t hear anything else. When I opened the bathroom
door he had returned the receiver to the cradle and was standing at the window.
“We’re on for scuba diving at 11. You
about ready?” Matt stared down at the beach.
“Sure.” Feeling numb, I slipped my feet
into sandals and grabbed my beach bag.
Matt slipped up behind me and nuzzled my
neck. I stepped away from his embrace. “We’d better get going. I’m hungry,” I
said. I really felt far from hungry. My stomach was clenched into a knot.
Like clockwork, Sarah and Ryan left
their room as we were leaving ours.
“Feeling better, Buddy?” Matt asked. Ryan
still looked pale to me, but he nodded, gave an enthusiastic thumbs-up sign and
hugged Sarah. She looked starry-eyed this morning, and for a moment I doubted
my earlier thoughts about her and Matt. Then, just as I turned my head, I saw
Sarah wink at Matt as a self-satisfied grin shaped her lips. My heart sank.
I was not excited about scuba diving. Somewhat
claustrophobic, the idea of being under tons of water and depending on an
oxygen tank for air didn’t sound fun to me. But, I wasn’t yet ready to leave
Matt to Sarah’s wiles, even with her husband Ryan along. He seemed too
star-struck by his wife to see that she was cheating on him with Matt. Star
struck, just like I had been. How could Matt do this? My empty stomach
clenched.
As we ate breakfast, the conversation
ran on and on about scuba. All three of them had dived before, in fact, Matt
was a certified instructor, one more thing I had not known about him. In all
fairness though, I wasn’t sure Matt knew I had been a lifeguard at a pool during
my college summer breaks.
Matt and Ryan both offered me diving
tips and encouragement. I knew I was coming across as nervous, but it was
really only a sign of the worry I carried in my heart about Matt and Sarah.
Matt knew I was always ready for an adventure and was not scared to do this
dive.
Why couldn’t he see that my quietness
was a sign that something was wrong?
We checked in at the pier where our
scuba outfitter docked and then made our way down to the boat, joining a group
of other people waiting to walk up the gang plank and onto the thirty-foot
boat.
“Ready for this?” Matt asked.
I shrugged. Now that I was watching
closely, I had detected signals between Matt and Sarah, casual glances, bold
winks, even touches. No one seemed to notice how unusually quiet I was.
We got in line with the other passengers
to get our tanks, masks and fins. The crew members spoke Spanish to one another
but seemed to know little English. When the dive captain began to give the dive
rules, I realized I was the only novice on board. The others were either
experienced or had been certified by spending a few hours in a hotel swimming
pool prior to this dive.
“You didn’t tell me I had to be
certified,” I complained to Matt.
He slipped an arm around my shoulders
and hugged me. “You don’t need to be certified. You’ve got three experienced
divers with you, and it’s easy. I’ll go over everything before we go in the
water.” He showed me how to strap on the vest and the oxygen tank and how to
use the regulator mouthpiece.
“Always exhale into the unit first. That
way you can be certain you won’t be breathing in any water,” he explained. He
showed me the gauge that indicated how much oxygen there was in my tank, and
how to monitor the level during the dive.
“Normal breathing, that’s the key. Slow,
normal breaths, in and out through the mouth, just like you would if your nose
was stopped up, okay?” He turned a knob on the oxygen tank. “Try it.”
I breathed in the oxygen, tasting the
sweet air. This wasn’t so bad. I grinned and motioned with the thumbs-up sign. Matt
smiled his biggest smile at me, and suddenly I wanted more than anything to
know that he was mine, only mine.
“In diving, thumbs up means you are
ready to go to the surface, so only use that below if you need to go up.” He
demonstrated the “okay” hand sign, and the underwater sign for “no air!” He was
careful in his explanations and an excellent teacher. My heart ached. I was so
in love with this man. And I was sick of Sarah ruining our honeymoon! She even
had me believing that Matt was cheating on me!
I rubbed Matt’s back and stayed close
beside him as we waited for our turn to flop over the side. Matt kept giving me
pointers and I kept asking questions, always touching his shoulder or his arm. Behind
us, Sarah kept trying to interrupt and talk to Matt, but I gave her no
opportunity. Matt fidgeted with the buckle of the weight belt he had brought,
and then helped me adjust the one the dive crew had loaned to me.
When it was our turn to go over the side
I followed Matt’s cue and jumped in feet first. We swam out a little way from
the boat, kicking with our flippers as we adjusted our masks and inserted our
regulator mouthpieces.
“Ready?” he asked. After I nodded, he
put his face into the water and then dove.
I made myself breathe as I put my face
mask in the water and dove after him. My heart pounded and adrenaline rushed. It
didn’t seem like I was getting enough air, but I thrust the feeling aside as
being nerves.
Matt dove deeper, turning back to me and
motioning for me to follow. I didn’t want to go down. My heart pounded and I
couldn’t slow my breathing. I seemed to be getting less and less air and the
deeper and slower I breathed, the harder it was to breathe. Panic took over and
I kicked for the surface, jerked the mouthpiece out and swallowed deep breaths
of air. I pushed the face mask up on my forehead.
Matt surfaced beside me. “What’s up?” He
sounded irritated.
“I’m not getting enough air. Can’t
breathe.” He floated around to check the tank controls.
“The valve is in the correct position. Just
calm down and get your mask back on.”
I pulled my mask back on and inserted
the mouthpiece as Matt dove down again. I put my face in the water. Matt was
waiting a few feet down. He motioned for me to follow. Beyond him, I could see
the reef where the filtered light illuminated yellow and blue striped fish. Two
divers were inspecting the reef; I recognized Sarah’s skimpy swimsuit.
Determined to make this dive, I sucked
air in again as I kicked downward. I wanted to catch Matt before he reached
Sarah, who had turned to watch. I kept breathing and gradually the panic
subsided. I tried not to think about the water pressing in around me. I kicked
downward and followed Matt toward the coral reef.
Once we reached the reef, Matt began a
slow inspection of the formation, gradually moving away from me, intent on his
own investigation. Sarah tapped on my arm and motioned for me to come with her.
After glancing once more at Matt, who was engrossed in a branch of coral, I
followed Sarah. She swam on, pointing out brightly colored fish darting in and
out of the coral branches. Then her look scanned the ocean around us and she
motioned for me to come closer, pointing at something in the coral. As I drew
closer, I saw an anemone wave its tentacles to lure a small fish near. Then the
anemone’s tentacles snapped closed over the fish.
I felt a jolt, and my body smashed into
the coral, tearing the skin on my arms and forehead. The regulator ripped from
my mouth and sand rose in a cloud around me. I grabbed the mouthpiece and tried
not to think about the blood drifting away from my arms and head.
Blood
drew sharks. Were there any within range?
Once I had the regulator in my mouth
again, I looked around, expecting to see Sarah and whoever had knocked into me,
but I was alone. Angry, I adjusted the fit of the regulator and breathed in. No
air.
I adjusted the regulator again and
reached behind me for the valve, turning it back and forth, sucking for air. I
grabbed the tank gauge. The oxygen level was zero.
(Watch for Part 4 this Friday, June 21, 2013)
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